sometimes i'm bitter...

This weekend I went to a lingerie shower for a friend of mine. There were probably around 15 people at the shower, but since I'm a childhood friend of the bride, I only knew the other bridesmaids, and one girl I had worked with in high school. Out of these 15 or so people... 3 or 4 were married, 5 or 6 were engaged, and with the exception of me and my high school work friend... everyone else was in a serious relationship.

Usually, I'm pretty okay with the fact that I'm single. I haven't met the right guy yet, I'm still young, blah blah blah. I've been a bridesmaid several times, and normally I can get through most of the wedding stuff without being too terribly worried about my lack of current prospects. But when I'm surrounded by SO MANY people oohing and ahhing over each others engagement rings, and talking about the sweet things their fiances/husbands/boyfriends do for them... I get a little bitter.

Luckily, there was another single girl there for me to commiserate with, and it was one of the few I knew! But SERIOUSLY... it's hard when you are surrounded by people all jumping on the wedding train, and I don't think I've met any eligible guys yet this year...

Maybe one of these days... I'll keep my fingers crossed!